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*sigh* I have to change to a class which has no one from 2B at all. It's depressing....even more depressing, my parents want me to continue with HCl. I think I will crack....I'm afraid. Afraid to make new friends, afraid of going to a new class. I always felt I never really belonged...

Blah blah blah, like anyone wants to know anyway...o_o Aiya, nevermind.

Cannot say anything about my new class, since I'm most probably dropping HCL anyway.

I have so many feelings cooped up in me, so many desires and secrets bursting to be told.
Then I think of the less fortunate people in the world, and I realise...I'm lucky. But if you've never experienced anything like that, how is it even possible to imagine what kind of problems they face? So I'm stuck in this bubble, separate from the outside world.

Seriously, I would rather spend my time in my CCA all day long, then go around facing school, home and stress.

I need to CHILL. That's what a CCA friend told me. Heh.

At least I told someone a secret I had. I still have it. But it's a secret. I know I'm not making sense, and I'm sorry.

Now, I shall depart.

+ Anita updated @ 6:16 pm

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